8 ball

things have been different in my life lately. i don't want to get to mushy gushy on here but i have entered a relationship and so much has changed in my social life. i have gotten something i have always wanted but at what costs. i will not talk about it because this aint a gossip column. but it has kind of been overwhelming and new and my thoughts are discombobulated a lot. so today i will try to combobulate them via a photography dump :)

in the recent weeks i have played a lot of pool. i am so bad at pool but i love to play it because it is a very magical game to me. i feel like the balls call to you, and tell you which one to hit. sometimes the 7 ball just sticks out to you even if it seems impossible to score with. and then you aim for the 7 ball and nothing helpful happens but it still felt like the right thing to do. its a very intuitive game for me. i don't know if this is a shared phenomenon but i appreciate it. even though i never win i still feel in communication with the balls. i feel like we lose together. i know this makes no sense but i've been relying on my intuition a lot lately. and not to brag but i am almost always right. 

maybe i will write a poem or song or something about my new loves and losses. but i gotta lock in a little first. so maybe next week.

P.S. club i have made the executive decision to attach this site to my vassar application. i know this blog is a cool little secret but i want them to see it because i work so hard on it and i love my club

P.P.S. you can not guess who i am dating from these pics loooool